Why my life doesn't change?

You keep beating this drum of where you are which holds you in vibrational harmony with the absence of things that you want - and then the things that you want can't come in because your vibrational offering is so much about what you don't want and not as much about what you do want.you become very good observers of what is and as you look around at what is you become very good historians of what is. You become documenters of what is, and regurgitators of what was so often you hold yourself in vibrational alignment with the past that you prefer, and with the past that you do not prefer.now is only the basis by which you determine what you want next and as you turn your attention to where you are going, rather than toward where you are and where you've been, then you stop beating the drum of WHAT IS so much and then things can change.